Ok, no Top 6 tonight. There isn't a topic worth discussing that I had any clear revelations about, and if I must struggle to find one, everyone knows the quality of the work is going to suffer. These things need to flow. And tonight, the lava hardened. So on to other things....
I've thought more about writing more again. I've got the time and Lord knows there are ideas floating about. So many, in actuality, that they become a jumbled mess of who-knows-what before I can even decipher anything into story or verse. But I know that they're in there, hiding behind some jargon or maybe a self-imposed mental block. It all comes from being your own harshest critic, but I suppose I'm not alone on that one. Sometimes I feel so pinned in mentally, as though I am certainly not using my abilities at all and there has to be more to do and give and push for, and other times I feel like this little box might be all there is for a while. But until I know that there is a wide open space before me, this might get a little cyclical and a lot annoying.
I have to find a way to make an extra 600 dollars a month. Then everything would be ok. I could do what I need to without struggling too much and I could even go after a new vehicle. Yeah, I think I might need one, too. Who knew. I think working at a golf course would be about the best idea for the short term as there isn't much better than free golf.
So I really, really cannot wait to get this leg healthy. I want to walk without pain and be able to jog and lift and get back in shape. Being out of shape sucks so much, as I found out swiftly out at Glacier. It's time. I need to re-devote. I cannot wait. By April, I could be remade, again. I want to run...I want to hide...
Well, Im getting tired and this didn't say a lot, but I suppose it's something.
In Other News...
a) I really don't enjoy driving to Madison every week, but I do enjoy the city once I'm there. It's full of nice people, albeit crazy liberals, and I have to say it is laid out very well.
b) Kevin Visel needs to start a new blog.
c) My sister, darsh-o, needs to start a blog period.
d) The winter meetings came and went with nothing, but I s'pose that is how it goes. Mr. Hendry, do I have too much faith in ye?
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